I am writing to my Dad, After a whole year we still stuggle with the fact you kild yourself. I am trying to make peace with that. I need to tell you that Mom leaves town every time a date is painful and I usually do not ask Steven or Judy for any support. Dad, I love you so much, that there have been times when I have had to pick my self out of the depths of depression. I am still a little angry with you because you decided to take your own life without letting me know but I am slowly coming to the place that I accepting your choice and not being mad that you did not tell me what you were going to do. Pop, with all due respect, you really under-estimated the effect on us when you took your own life, Me, Deidra, Derek, Judy, Steven and especially Mom. You have a job in heaven to send messages of healing and support to us. What you did Dad was a brave but selfish thing to do. Now that you taken yourself to a better place, I belieive it is your obligation to first save your wife Terry and I, Judy and Steven would really appreciate your help. So, on the anniversary of your death, I hope your are at peace and you send us left down here some peace. Your always loving daughter, Nancy